Sunday, April 7, 2013

When Our Dreams Push God Aside


God’s bigger picture...


I remember when the choir teacher passed out the different singing parts and we started to break them down and rehearse them. The song was “I’ll be home for Christmas” and I was singing bass. When the director got around to the basses and played the part we would be singing I was perplexed. (“This doesn’t sound like the song!”) In fact, I observed, neither did the alto and soprano part. We were all singing a strange form of the melody and putting words in odd places in the phrase. It just didn’t sound right. I was a little frustrated, because I always wanted to sing beautiful melodies. I wanted to sing songs like the singers I heard on the radio. I fancied myself a pretty good vocalist and now, I was having to sing these strange parts of this perfectly good song.

I can’t help but think this is often the low elevation way we regard our world and our individual part in it. At a young age we start to get an idea of what we’d like to be or do in this world and our dreams are seldom modest in scope. Little do we know that not only is life going to sidetrack us and throw obstacles in our way, but it will turn out to be something totally different than we expected. And it’s a rare thing to end up playing a part as grand as our youthful vision had in mind.

As it turned out, when at last our choir teacher had rehearsed all the different parts of the song with the different sections, and we all put it together, the combination sounded wonderful. The harmonies blended into a whole that none of us envisioned when we started out. The experience of adding your part to a whole and creating something beautiful, complicated and worthy is humbling and exhilarating.

God is like a brilliant composer. He has a great and lengthy vision for this world and our lives and parts in it. Only He can see past the horizon to what lies ahead. You can see this in the relationship between what we call the Old Testament and the New Testament. We are like ants in Time Square dreaming huge dreams of conquest. If we would just teach ourselves to quiet our world and listen to the Spirit and allow ourselves to be led by Him, we might find our small part fills a great need in the greater picture. Our culture tells us that we can be whatever we set our hearts and minds to. That sounds wonderful at first. But in the process of “dreaming” if we ignore God and turn our backs on His design and great plan, we risk working against Him. Indeed, most of the problems we face in this world are a result of us trying to blaze our own trail instead of seeking God’s direction. We are then as sheep who ignore our shepherd and leave the fields to find our own way. That can be frustrating at best and deadly at worst.  

Only in God is my soul at rest. Ps 62

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